Very BORING.

OK,bye!

Hmm… As usual I dont know how to start my very long post. A lot of things happened during my vacation/holiday some are good, some are bad. And now, starting school again next week is week 2 already. Time really flies, and maybe the next day I am in year 3 already? Woah! Oh, it was sad… By right I should be happy, but I dont know why suddenly I feel sad about it. I like all the things that I am experiencing right now, especially those days when I was in school spending time with my classmates, friends and new found friends… Haiz…I dont want to think about it first. I still have a long way to go, enjoy every moment haha. I think that’s enough, it sounds so "emo" already.

I have a lot of stories to tell:

First WEEK 0! It was really fun! I am very happy that I joined this IITSC. I had a lot of memorable experiences which I will treasure forever. Being an OL is very fun, I am able to meet new and fresh faces (haha). Those kids, they teached me a lot of things like being able to express myself eventhough I feel that I am different from them. Confidence level -UP! again haha. Knowing that they enjoyed the camp and all that, woah! the feeling is great. At least I contributed some enjoyment (I hoped so?). THANK YOU C196 and LT10 people haha. I think I am strong now, haha lol! That was funny… Now I know how to talk to people I am able to communicate with them. I dont know why I am saying these things (OUT OF BOUNDS haha /m\ {no link is it?} haha).  Ok i will stop from here first. Sounds like talking crap.

The SAD part:

I lost my wallet. I am so dumb that I thought I put it inside my bag and I just realized that I left it inside the toilet (maybe? I am not sure what really happened because all I know that time is I am enjoying~ AND I learned that too much enjoyment leads to dumbness!). Well that time I really checked my bag like 5 times before I told them that I lost it, because I was just only thinking that maybe I misplaced it or put it somewhere but its not. And then I am really deeply touched with all the people around me, that everywhere I go and whoever see me, will ask me if I found it already. I realized that these people care about me. Thanks to all of you! I appreciate it. At night time, we all go out for dinner together with our freshies… I am so embarassed that my freshie with the name of "IRVO" bought me my dinner ("I no money, I dont care" lol!). So good right? haha. I dont know what to say, he dont want me to pay him… Thanks again! But I shall pay him back next time. (:

And again:

The next day! Found my wallet! Yay! Mervin gave it to me… He said one of his groupmate saw it inside the toilet but again the sad part my EZ Link and my money all gone… Luckily my ATM, Matriculation card and Student Pass still inside… Whew! If not DIE! Need to do a Police report which is so troublesome… And and and before I go to camp I asked my aunt to give me money, she gave me $50 dollars… I went to the Interchange to take bus I saw the POSB and I deposited the $50 dollars. LUCKY… If not $50 also gone! Now I learned another lesson. "Dont use wallet". Last time I never use wallet. I only put my money inside my pocket and ez link inside my bag, the money never been lost only the ez link haha, now I am using coins for my bus fare "poor thing". I lost two ez links already, am I having phobia? haha… Use coins better? haha…

Of course before Week 0 is OLTC 08… It was great! HERMES! Best Empire! Of course, MY EMPIRE haha! Kutubawu! Meet a lot of people again, new faces that last time I only walk pass to them but now can exchange HI’s and HELLO’s already. Everytime you walk to the IIT school concourse and before you go to the lesson you will see a lot of them along the way haha. So cute! (: As usual cheer a lot until the voice is gone and get sick but its ok… Worth it!

Another SAD? (I dont know if this is sad haha) part:

I lost my job! Yes, because of a HUGE misunderstanding… I dont want to elaborate more because I found it IRRELEVANT. I was glad that I’ve been a part of that company for 6 months I guess… I was thankful that they have given me the oppurtunity to work there. But, I am not a part of it anymore. Its OK, no problem. I realized that it was the right timing also, because for now my schedule is quite pack I dont know if I will be having time to do part-time job. I am happy because now I see the difference of having a part-time job of not having. Its like saying "I’M FREE!" haha! True! NO MORE STRESS, no more SCOLDING, at least I can concentrate more on my STUDY (hope so)… GOOD LUCK JAMIE!~

NOW, I should concentrate more on my goals… Aside from motivating myself to STUDY. I am finding my PMF haha… And most importantly "MY PEARL" lol! I should be more persuasive and never give up. Yes! Have faith (*crossed fingers*). Take it slow~ lol! Its really true that not all things can be learned in school… Mark my word! Yes, basically that’s all I can say…

I’ll be back for more updates next time… Provided I have the time and the feeling of sharing things to you! haha… Pray for me. Thanks! I need my OWN LAPTOP already so pathethic… This time I am really going to die and I think I really cannot make it already… All the subjects need to use comp (no laptop, no pc HOW!?). Except for my CDS which is LAW (just need to memorize and read a lot!). Well, well i guess this is the end of it. BYE! (:

Quote of the day:

"RAINCOAT" (Got it? LAME right? haha)

–jamieIScrazy–

Huh? I don’t know what to say eh… Ok, so long never post. I have a lot of stories to tell but I don’t know where to start so I guess I will not tell it hahahaha LOL!

I’ve been really very super duper busy these past few months about a lot of things:

First — with my studies… with all those STUPID main exams of course I need to study. I was really worried about my HOOP and OOPG and its really driving me nuts. Luckily I’m over and done with it. But next term a lot more to come hope I still can survive. And I am very glad that I passed all my subjects and my GPA quite ok +2points haha… higher a bit (so weak)… I will not promise myself to study harder or whatever thing because I know that I might tend to break my promise and not to do it haha… It’s like cheating myself am I right to say that? I will just do whatever I can do… I realized that I need to help myself. (soo dramatic haha lol!)

Second — with my work… I don’t know if I still continue like this, hmm… Why did I say that? Maybe I am just being fed up? I think so, but I think its still ok I still can manage… Some more I go there to slack only haha, I’m slacking there but they are paying me not bad ha… People there are all very kind to me now I don’t know what happen but since the Chinese New Year starts its like they all have changed haha…(METANOIA — change of heart) Good for me…

Third — with my own life… I realized that I am getting older and older… I must know what I wan to do with my life. I need to have a goal but its like I don’t have haha (poor thing no goals in life) I don’t know maybe I also have goals, hmm… because I am not the kind of person that always plan I guess. I just go with the flow… (Ok, I think this is getting lamer and lamer) Cut it off! CUT! haha… (^^,)

and…

I guess that’s all… But I still have a lot of stories to tell eh… But I am lazy now haha…

And to conclude I AM VERY HAPPY… I also don’t now why… I think, no need for me to explain, because you are not interested to know also right? haha… I’m happy just be happy for me also… LOL!

Salut! A la prochaine! (haha I got "A" for this NOT BAD)…

*Quote of the day*
"You never know what you can do, Until you try something new"
(make sense right?)

one more…
"Even if a delivery man need to know what he is delivering"
(haha I just loved that line, sounds cool to me)

***Down Syndrome Association Flag Day***

NICE! Woah! Last time I only walk pass to people who are holding those TIN CANS with those little stickers that if you donate money you will be able to stick it to yourself. AND now I was the one who did it! Oh man! That is the first time that I did it. That is why I am very HARPY about it haha. I didnt know that it will be fun like that. I really enjoyed it. Because just an inch only (like your smallest finger, then you divide it into two… take the other half then there you go. FULL!)  my TIN will be getting filled up with lots of coins. (of course not only coins have lots of $2 and one $5 also haha). That brings pain into my hands like some kind’a sprain. But its worth it. I was able to help those children that needs it. I realised that people are so helpful and some are really not. Im so kind’a pissed off with those people that pretend and act-act like they dont see you! (even if YOU are in front of them already) WT!… *toot* Avoiding you, as if you have an infectious disease that cannot be cured and they dont want to be infected by it. If you dont want to give its fine HEY! We are not forcing you anyway! But at least give a sign that you dont want to give. (But I understand that is their sign already… LOL!) YOU BUGIS goers! Haha! Yah the place is Bugis. 

But in the end still kindness rule them all haha. Sounds ihhh… (what I said just now). Then it was like soo cute that if they see that you are going closer to them already and they want to donate, from far they will take out their coin purse already and from the moment you go to them PRESTO! they will just put the money inside the tin. Two sheets of stickers, haha FINISHED! Soo nice those people who did that. But this is the best you never ask them they will just go to you and donate and get their stickers. And its very funny that others demand for stickers I mean get two or more. Have one who give 50cents then asked for two stickers like he paid for the stickers 25cents each hahahahaha. Sotong soo lucky have one lady put $50 inside her tin. (that woman power sia…)  No wonder she dont want to collect money already. (cause have $50 already haha) LOL! that girl, LAZY SOTONGG. Guess what!? Heavy rain fall down… And we are stocked inside Bugis St., the shops there. We should report at 2:30pm and give back the tin cans to the people in charge of it. Time is 2:00pm+ and she was very kanchong return the tin cans, she even wanted to cross the road immediately… But its raining!!! Pissed off by her a bit! Still keep on insisting. I told her to wait for the rain to stop first! Because its usually like that what!… Rain-rain then stop! Then the rain eventually stop! There, so can cross the road peacefully! Not like those idiot people like running for their lives in the middle of the rain (was so in a hurry cannot wait and bought umbrella some more!). Ok enough for that I know she also got pissed off by me.

That is also the first time that I have been into Chinatown! Imagine me and SOTONG walk only. Yesh! from Bugis to Chinatown then we cannot stand it anymore that on our way back to Bugis we took train. (somemore we are lost! Of course she is leading the way! what do you expect??? Haha!) Anyway thanks for your Xmas gift! Appreciate it! Really… (this part is random… suddenly thank her haha).

With all those new things that I have experienced I realized and I learned that when you know the you have helped someone you will feel very proud of yourself and the feeling is different. Like you cannot explain (overjoyed? maybe? I cant find the exact word to fill that up) Best feeling ever. One more thing you cannot force people to give if they want to give-GOOD, if dont want-OK. But its like very amazing that people have heart for those children who needs the money. (oopps! like becoming emo already ah… haha) Ok. For those people I salute you! And Thank You VERY MUCH!

SOOO HAPPY! minus all the pains that i have gain today because of my dumbness. Yep! The statue kicked me! I was about to take photo of Sotong and I was like very enthu to do it. (the place is at the Boat Quay!) It happened soo fast that I only remembered that my legs bounced and suddenly in a very painful situation then I realized that I bumped into something. (The statue!) Yerh! Never mind ***NO PAIN, NO GAIN***. And then now I saw it it is colored blue-black with red in the middle. And whenever accidentally pressed AHHHHH!!!! (thats the only word I can say)…

AND NOW… The most important of all… I understand the feeling of those people who are collecting money. The good and bad side.

I almost forgot to tell this LAME story… Haha, there is this family. The father is sitting with his children like waiting for someone and while they are waiting the father is reading newspaper while his children is playing. Then me and sotong walk pass and tried my luck if they wanted to donat. I asked the father then said dont want. Ok fine, then we continue walking. Far from we heeard the kid said.
Kid: Daddy I want the sticker!

Sotong and me end up laughing hahahaha.
hahahahahahha LAME! (LOL! that was not a JOKE its a story)

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PISSED OFF — the DAY!:

This STUPID UNCLE!!!

I saw him buying something then I asked him.

Me: Uncle,you want to donate money for Down Syndrome Association?
STUPID UNCLE: I dont have money. (BUT!!! With his two hands {take note with his two hands some more} He is holding a lot of $10 bills and $5 bills)
Me: Ok thanks. (Smile, then walk away from him… Then told Sotong about it) STUPID!

Uncle if you are reading this… I want you to know that you are S-T-U-P-I-D! STUPID Thank You!
Fr: Jamie (:

Kk UNTIL HERE! Thanks! Bb… (o.O)

Long Time? Yesh. That is true! Although I am tired but still have energy left to type haha. Because today I have alot of funny and quite irritating stories to tell you. Ready for my non-sense stories??? Ok, let’s get started.

People –|> Customer (Inheritance?!?! LOL! I’m fed up of java!) . Hmm… Let start with this Auntie!

Customer #1: Yah I’ve told you just now she is an Auntie (Maybe in her 40’s? or turning 40? roughly like that… think so?). She go to the store with a blurr face. First I really heck care… But she is bothering me, it’s like she wanted to ask something but very shy to ask. Then I take the initiative to talk to her first and ask her.
ME: Yes, need help?
SHE: (She smiled at me and feels like dont want to say anything)
ME: I smiled back at her.
SHE again: (She dare to speak now) "Can I ask you about this thing?"
ME: Ok, what is it? (OMG! Guess what!??! She is asking me about the condoms! And she told me that she is buying that for her brother (And I never believed her I dont now why?!) Then we do a lot of discussion. She asked me if what the thing looks like? And somemore about the thing behind the flavours because she didnt know. OMG! Then I told her… "I also dont know" So ebd up, the two of us reading the boxes. I dont know that there is such auntie like that. So we read together until she is fed up. And you know what she told me?!
SHE for the last time: "I dont want to buy already! Everything dont know!" (Then go out of the store). LOL!
ME: Stunned! Waliew… Whew! That auntie ah.

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Customer #2: This one is really irritaing. So typical! Hate her! She wanted the Complete(Product name?)??? Dont know. Oh yah something to clean the contacts? If I am not mistaken. Yah and then I scanned the thing already and she told me "I have discount card". Then i was giving her a discount (10% somemore). But when I key-in the machine dont want. It is not that I dont want her to give discount but the thing is the production is under promotion already so no way to still give her a discount. Then she started complaining like hell! And she is sooo IRRITATING! Then I called my colleague to check again if can give discount or not then still the same no discount. Then the customer "walked out". Heck care she so demanding and dont know how to listen. She thinks we wanted to cheat her. Cheat her for what?!?! LOL! She is NUTS!

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Customer #3: This one is soo cute. This Uncle asked me.
UNCLE: "Ei, do you have this thing?"
ME: (Then I was wondering what thing???)
Then he take something inside his pocket.
UNCLE: MY wife ask me to buy this. (One empty packet of  Sanitary pad)
ME: (ooohhh) (:

Cute right? Haha. I dont know I just find it cute. A lot of insidents like that happened already. They are like very blurr looking for that thing and somemore very enthu to look for it.

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Customer #4: This one is my favourite haha. LOL!
I was doing the cashier that time and my colleague decided to take her break so she leave me alone in the store and buy the stuffs that she wanted to eat. After I gave the change to the customer I am assisting to. One customer (GUY) go to me and said.
GUY: "Ah I am so sorry, I drop this." (face so worried)
ME: Huh? (OMG! The thing is broken!)
GUY: Do I have to pay for this? (Nivea deodorant for men somemore) … (He is willing to pay)
(By right he have to pay ah. But HE is CUTE so I told him)
ME: No need ah. (cute eh haha) Later I tell my colleague you accidentally drop it. (Ooohhh).
GUY: Oh, Thank you very much. (Then smile, smile. Haha)
(But he made a mess and the liquid is so called "scattered" on the floor)
GUY: You want me to clean it for you? (smile)
ME: Hmm… Can? Ok oh… (Of course, he did it what! heh!)
(I gave him the cloth and he keeps on wiping the floor somemore he throw away the broken glass. And he never fail to say "Thanks" until he walked out of the store. But he still buy the thing by right need to pay double but I let him pay for 1 item only ). He leave the store with his armpit smell. Haha. Yah OMy! I still remember the face. Wth!.

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Those are the customers that I have encountered today that made a mark to me. I know there are some more to come haha. But I dont want those IRRITATING ones! But no choice ma… I think that’s all for today. Want to rest now.  That’s all for today… I now there shall rest for my eyes is itchy already. Ok bb.
 

WARNING!
My english is not that good as yours. Heck care ah! Who told you to read this? Haha!

I am very tired now as in. Some more the nerve on my left eye keeps on jumping up and down everytime with no reason. Its like blinking and blinking by itself and it is very irritating! The neck is also in pain. I hate the feeling. And the brain is like over-used already. (Wasted sia…) I am so noob in java! I must study.

Its been a long time since the last time I post on this blog thingy… Since that event i dont have any extra time for myself and all I do is to work hard for that and give all the best that i can give. I have encountered a lot of stress, pains, sacrifices and suffering. But at the end of all those shit things that i have gone through I can say that I SURVIVED! I’m here, still strong and staying alive.

Enough! I’m fed up! This past few days I’ve been really busy about my studies. I need to catch up in all the lessons that I have missed and I pity myself because I cannot catch-up. I am so slow! But now i roughly undersatnd some things. I need to print a lot of notes. And I must really study hard now for the term test is just around the corner. Oh man! My Programming! (Java) Very hard! Specially I missed one lab session which is very important! Hais… Enough of heartaches. If I say it to you,no use. Nothing good will happen, unless you help me do my assignment. But its finished already. Luckiliy!

I still have a lot of things that I must and really need to do like SLEEPING! Everyday I sleep for not more than 5 hours doing stupid java! If I only listen and understand it by heart and mind I will not be like this…

I want to sleep now!